TUM....

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Aaj tumhe dekha kain arse baad, mann hua tumhe rok lu...
Kashmakash me ghiri hui thi... tabhi dekha tumhe laute hue...
Anjane hi me bhag kar sadak par karke tumhare samne aa kar khadi ho gayi...
Badal gaye the tum kuch itne saalo me... tumhara pehnawa... tumhari chaal-dhaal..

"kese ho?" mene haule si awaaz me shuruat ki.
"tum...?"  chaunk gaye the na.
me muskurai... tum bhi muskuraye.... "tum kesi ho?"

Or baato ka silsila chal padha... kitni, saalo se dhool chhayi baate thi... unki dhool ab hatne lagi thi...
Thoda kareeb se dekha to jaan padha... kuch nahi badla tha tum me... wahi baate.. wahi muskurahat.. wahi nazre..
Bas thodi paripakvta aagyi thi.. par wo bhi tumpe khoob janch rhi thi..
Me alag hi duniya me kho gayi thi.. tumhari baato me.. tumhari hansi me.. tumhari...... kho gayi thi tum me...
Kuch piche chhut gaya tha, samne aane laga tha.. ajeeb sa, daba sa, khoya sa.... sehma sa...
Wahi jo kabhi mujhe or tumhe baandhe hua tha... fir na jane kese toot gaya...
OHHH yaad aya.. kese toota tha wo... adhura rishta... wo pyaar...

Tabhi kuch toota.. mere ateet ki yaad..
Tumne mera hath pakad liya tha... kuch keh rahe the tum, na jane mere kaano tak awaaz kyu na pahunchi...
Tumhare chhuan ne sunn kar diya tha mujhe.. bas ek hi ehsaas tha, tumhare pas hone ka...
Tum hath pakad kar le jate gaye or me chalti gayi..  Kaash ese me tab chali hoti to...

"Dekho kon mila aaj?"

Meri nazar tumse hat us par padhi jise tum ye keh rahe the...
Ek sidhi sadhi si ladki thi samne.. kuch khaas sundar nahi.. par ajab si kashish thi usme...
Tum mera hath chod kar uske kareeb ja khade hue.. apni banh uske kandhe par dale hue..
Mere pero ke niche se to jese zamin sarak gayi ho.. fir bas ek gunji si awaaz ayi..

"Meri biwi..."

Sambhaal apne apko... bas yahi khud se kehti rhi thi me us waqt...
Kya ho raha tha mujhe.. kyu bura laga aaj tumhe khush dekh kar.. kisi or ke sath..
kisi or ke sath?
Kyu bura lag raha tha mujhe.. kyu tadap rahi thi me..
mene hi to sath choda tha tumhara bich rahh me.. ab kisi or ne thama to jal rahi hu me..
Ghut rahi hu.. mar rahi hu..
Us ladki ko me nafrat.. hairat.. bhari nigaho se dekhti rahi.. or wo sirf muskurati rahi..
Uski muskurahat mera khoon sukhaye ja rhi thi..
Tabhi usne kuch bataya... anoothe tarike se.. wo kuch boli nahi sirf ishara kar gayi.. or tum hans diye..
Tumne ek goongi ladki se shadi kar li.. tum pagal to nahi ho gaye the.. mujhse behtar nahi ho sakti ye ladki
Me ab marne lagi thi.. jalan se.. comparison se.. tumhari khushi se.. iss ladki ki khushkismati se..
Mera pyaar ab uska tha.. jo mene kho diya tha... man hi man khud ko kose ja rahi thi..
Par tum khush the uske sath.. uske khamosh pyaar ke sath..
Mujhse nahi ruka jayega ab... or me ghar ane ke liye uth khadi hui..
Darwaze pe aakar laga.. duniya chhutne ko thi.. tum ab door ho chale the.. iss ladki ne cheen liya tumhe mujhse..

Tabhi andar se ek awaaz aayi.. "tumne khud khoya he use....."
Wo ladki muskura rahi thi... wo dono hath thame khade the.. jese.. ek duje ke liye..

Or me palat gayi.. par akele nahi.. ek ansu chala aya tha sath dene...

P.S.-  :)

PHOENIX

PHOENIX

I am sitting in a dark

Looking at the peeping star

It wants to take me in

I want to count on it

Many obstacles are between us

Not very hard to cross

But I am waiting here for someone

Someone, who hold me tight

As he embrace me around

I just get collapse on ground

Nothing will be left

Only the thing is my ash

I know star, you want to make me happy

As no one ever can make me

But I am waiting here for one

Who can give birth to me from my ash

Just like the phoenix make

Sorry for the mistake I’ll make.

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