Khwaishein kesi kesi

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Koi jab puchta he, humari khwaish kya he. Hum bahut soch kar ek lambi si list man me bana lete he. Or jo sabse jyada pane ki ichha hoti he, use bayan kar dete he. Sabki apni apni khwaishe hoti he, ajeebo-gareeb. Koi asmaan me udhna chahta he, koi celebrity banna. Kisi ko paisa chahiye, kisi ko sukoon. Koi pyar mangta he, koi mukaam. Or hum sab jante he, is duniya me kisi ko mukammal jahan nahi milta.

Mujhse agar koi puche meri khwaish kya he, me bina kuch soche samjhe keh deti hu, mujhe Ali Zafar se ek bar milna he or Walt Disney se bhi, milna nahi to kam se kam Disneyland dekhna he. Esi khwaish sun kar sab hasenge. Shayad mere pas wo sab he jo kisi ke bhi pas hona chahiye, tabhi meri esi ajeeb khwaish he. Mujhe proud he aaj me jahan hu, jesi hu, jin logo ke sath hu.

Par ek ladki he, uski bhi ek khwaish he. Bahut pyari, mast, bindas jaatni he. Yo Yo Honey singh ki deewani aur awesome English thumke lagati he. Sabki help karne ko tayyar rehti he. Aur jab gussa aye to typical jaatni. Hamesha hansti rehti he or hansati rehti he. Par bahut kam log jante he wo andar se kya feel karti he. Use disease he, jise wo blood allergy batati he. Pura din dawaiyan khati he. Bahut jaldi bimar padh jati he. Is bar ghar gayi to kafi din bad laut kar ayi. Bahut bujhe man batati rahi, “Didi, jante he is bar me ghar gayi to achanak behosh ho gayi. Check up hua to pata chala, meri body me koi nerve impinge he. Papa ne kaha he exams ke baad treatment start karwayenge.”

Hum sab bas uska chehra dekh rahe the. Uska hansta hua chehra us udasi me dhundh rahe the. Kya kahe use, kya samjhaye, hum nahu jante the. Tabhi usne achanak apni khwaish humare samne rakh di, “Me marna chahti hu, mujhe nahi jeena.”

Ye sun kar hum hi toot gaye the, to wo kitna toot chuki hogi, iska andaza bhi hum nahi laga sakte. Bimari ne uska sharer to todd hi diya tha, aaj man bhi todd diya. Hum use bas hasane ki koshish karte rahe or wo hume apni khwaish btati rahi. Hum iske siwa kuch kar bhi nahi paye.

Khwaishein kesi kesi

Dekhi humne ek esi bhi

Hum apne sapne chahte rahe

Or wo marne ko kehti rahi

P.S.- I don't know why I wrote this.....

Here it comes, and Here it goes……….

                                    I never knew you

                                    You never knew me

                                    Whose gonna ever knew

                                    What’s in the destiny?

I know the day

We talked for the first time

You won the basket ball match

And surrounded by crowd

                                    I reached to you

                                    And that was the first time

                                    Our eyes got met

                                    Our hands got touched

Here it comes, and here it goes

There is not a hint, what’s going on

                                    And then we met in canteen

                                    You are with your group

                                    I was my own there

                                    You said, “Hi“ to me

We smiled together

Have a new conversation

Little bit know each other

This is our last session

                                    One day I was sitting on stairs

                                    No one was there, just alone

                                    Listening to the music of my kind

                                    As, this is not the world, I belong

You came then, making your way

Just sat beside me

And the loneliness went away

As you listened to me

Here it comes, and here it goes

There is not a hint, what’s going on

                                    We messaged each other

                                    We spent nights on phone

                                    So funny things to say there

                                    Time fetched the wings and gone

When the phone beeps

I think it’s you

When the phone rang

I wish it’s you

            Here it comes, and here it goes

There is not a hint, what’s going on

                        You are all over my mind

                        I laugh with you, I cry with you

                        I know, when I turn, see you behind

                        Oh dear! You are making me crazy

            Here it comes, and here it goes

There is not hint, what’s going on

            I think I’m in love with you……

my site
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P.S.-  I wrote this for sweet 16 love..... how they feel.... :)

AKS....

kaash me esi na hoti
patte pe padhi boond na hoti
koi chhuye to uski na hoti
pal me hi bikhri na hoti

kaash me esi na hoti
teri tasveer me simti na hoti
badli thi, fir badli na hoti
ye yaad chubhti na hoti

kaash me esi na hoti
har khushi jhooti na hoti
teri baate sachhi na hoti
mere kal ka hissa na hoti

kaash me esi na hoti
tera pyara aks na hoti.....

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P.S.-  Written on 15 March 2012