Thursday, 19 July 2012

RAIN……Wash away pain!!!







                                   RAIN……Wash away pain!!!

Pooja pichhle aadhe ghante se roye ja rahi thi. Me aur Shubhangi use chup karwate karwate thak chuke the. Wo phone pe baat kar rahi thi. Fir phone rakhte hi wo achanak rone lagi. Aur tab se roye ja rahi thi bina hume kuch bataye. Shubhangi, Pooja aur me 2 saal se roommate he aur yeh humara akhiri saal sath me hoga. Shubhangi ke liye ye koi nayi baat nahi thi, kyunki me or Pooja chhoti chhoti baaton pe ro padhte the. Aur wo 10th class se hostel me rah chuki he, hum pahli bar. Lekin Shubhangi bina kuch bole sirf roye ja rahi thi, aur ab hum kuch samjh hi nahi pa rahe the. Bahar barish shuru ho chuki thi.
“Le ab to bhagwan bhi rone lage, ab to bata de hua kya he?  Kyu apne keemti tesu bahaye ja rahi he Pooji?” Shubhangi ne chutki lete hue kaha. Wo har cheez ko bade hi aaram se liya karti thi. Bahut kam samay mene use pareshan dekha tha. Aur pooja sabse jyada roti thi, jo ab bhi jari tha.
Shubhangi ne mujhe dekha. Mujhe nahi pata tha me kya kahu, kisi ko chup karwana mere bas ki baat nahi thi. Me khud hi itna roti thi. Me apne palang se uth kar unke pas gayi. “Pooja bas kar yar, ab to kuch bol ya chup ho ja. Le pani pi le warna sookh jayegi.” Mene bhi uska dil behlane ki koshish ki. Par wo to jese record banane ko tayyar bethi thi. “Shubhangi pani de ise.”
Shubhangi table tak gayi fir mujhe ghoorne lagi. “Kya hua ab tujhe?” mene masoomiyat se kaha.
“Pani nahi he, tu jane wali thi na?” usne gusse se kaha.
“Wo me bhool gayi. Sorry, abhi lati hu.” Me khadi ho gayi.
“Tu rehne de. Kya pata khud ko kahin bhool ayi to? Ek to badh lane pe tuli he, dusri kho gayi to? Hey bhagwan kahan bhej diya mujhe?” Shubhangi tont marte hue kamre se bahar chali gayi.
Mene Pooja ko dekha, wo ab bhi ro rahi thi, us par Shubhangi ki baat ka koi asar nahi padha tha. Wese wo esi kisi baat se us se ladh jaya karti thi.
Mene uske hath par hath rakh kar kaha, “Kya hua? Bolna kiska phone tha?”
Usne itni der me pahli bar nazar utha kar dekha. “Maa ko operation ke liye bola he doctor ne.” usne sisakte hue kaha.
“Sab theek ho jayega yar. Aur kya bola doctor ne? Baat jyada serious he kya?”
“Pata nahi. Didi ne kuch theek se nahi bataya, bol rahi thi ghar aja. Ghar me kuch theek nahi he. Pichle hafte hi tayaji ne humari dukan pe kabza kar liya tha. Wo baat abhi suljhi bhi nahi, ab upar se maa ki bimari ke pese. Papa bahut tension me he.” Aur wo fir rone lagi.
“Chup ho ja. Ghar ja kar dekh kya baat he. Tu bhi ghabraygi to papa ko kon sambhalega? Sab theek ho jayega. Abhi tu chup ho ja. Rone se sab theek ho jayega kya?” mene use samjhane ki koshish ki.
Tabhi zor se darwza khula.
“Oye! Chalo… yahan kya betho ho boring logo. Bahar barish ho rahi he chalo beegte he. Ise kya hua?” Neha ne dhansu entry maari.
“Maa ko yaad kar rahi he.” Mene baat ko palat diya.
“Kya yaar tum log. Ghar chali ja to, wese bhi do din chhutti he apni. Abhi chup kar aur bahar chal sabke sath. Dekh rone se sab theek ho raha ho to ro le. Koi mana nahi karne wala. Par esa nahi he na? To ganga jamuna band kar aur sab bula rahe he. Chalo tum dono bahar.” Neha ne hum dono ke hath pakde aur khinchti hui bahar le jane lagi.
Pooja ne bahut koshish ki par neha ne mujhe chod use pakad liya. Mene kaha, “Tum chalo me aati hu.”

“Jaldi aa, warna tujhe bhi ese le jaungi.” Neha corridor se chillayi.
Mene khidki pe jakar niche se arahe shor ka muayna kiya. Hostel ki sari ladkiya barish me masti mar rahi thi. Pooja bhi pahle na-nukur ke baad unme shamil ho gayi.
“Saali nautanki. Yahan to kese ro rahi thi? Ab dekh ise maze maar rahi he.” Shubhangi ne mere kaan ke pas se bahar dekhte hue kaha.
Mene palat kar dekha to wo fir boli, “Ese mat dekh. Sach bol rahi hu. Tu to uski har baat me ajati he. Sudhar ja.” Wo apna muh bigad kar bed par let gayi.
Mene fir khidki se bahar dekha. Sari ladkiyan sab bhool kar jese kisi aur duniya me chali gayi ho. Me janti thi Pooja jhoot nahi bol rahi thi aur na hi uske ansu jhoote the. Mujhe pata tha Maa ko khone ka gam kya hota he, jo mene 3 saal pahle mahsoos kiya tha. Pooja thodi der ke liye agar apni pareshani bhool gayi to isme burai kya thi. Dekha jaye to wahan bheeg rahi har ladki apni pareshani bhool gayi thi. Hume bhi jana chahiye, kya pata hum bhi bhool jaye.
Me muskura di. Mene Shubhangi ka hath pakda aur use khinchte hue bahar le gyi, “Chal hum kyu piche rahe. Aja .”
Aur hum bhi us barish me bheeg liye, yeh soch kar kya pata jo pareshaniya aansu nahi dho paye, yeh bearish dho de……..

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